Alone

Wow it's been long. I'm in Sec 3 now. Riverside Secondary. It's amazing how times flies. But I kind of hate life right now. I've lost so many friends, my family has problems and my studies are going downhill. There's really nothing much to look forward to in life anymore. It's just a lonely journey after all, and we all stand alone. Even if we have friends guiding us, walking with us, the journey is still only ours to bear. Those who care simply aid you and support you from the sidelines. But the race itself is up to you. They can't help you to the finish line. You're gonna have to do it alone. Along the way, those friends, or supporters, leave one by one. Maybe for another winning runner in the race, or maybe they just feel like they need to be on the winning side. In school there are popular people. "Friends" leave you for that clique every now and then. This is a lonely journey for me. I stand alone. There is no one else cheering for me at the side. And I am far behind the rest. I'm deserted. I'm alone. I must depend on myself and myself alone.